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Aug. 3rd, 2004 07:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
layangabiFriends:
Have I told you all about certain someone who wanted to *ahem* go out with me? And had a trial period where everything was horribly awkward so I asked if we could stay friends?
Intentionally or not. I think he's at it. Again.
Sunday, he asked if I wanted him to come with me to a movie. Tonight, he asks if he wants me to watch a tape of an old cartoon with him. Both times I've demurred. Slinking back like a kitty that's under threat, which is utterly ridiculous, because I swear to god, he one of the nicest guys. Ever.
My God. I have no wish to be cruel, and I know I'm being that.
But I don't know what to do. And there's this other someone who's asking by email if he could visit.
No I'm not happy, or flattered, though I know social decorum dictates that I be. I want to crawl under my bed and hide and never, ever come out. What you two guys know about me, in all honesty?! Not one iota. The surface is just that...surface.
Have I told you all about certain someone who wanted to *ahem* go out with me? And had a trial period where everything was horribly awkward so I asked if we could stay friends?
Intentionally or not. I think he's at it. Again.
Sunday, he asked if I wanted him to come with me to a movie. Tonight, he asks if he wants me to watch a tape of an old cartoon with him. Both times I've demurred. Slinking back like a kitty that's under threat, which is utterly ridiculous, because I swear to god, he one of the nicest guys. Ever.
My God. I have no wish to be cruel, and I know I'm being that.
But I don't know what to do. And there's this other someone who's asking by email if he could visit.
No I'm not happy, or flattered, though I know social decorum dictates that I be. I want to crawl under my bed and hide and never, ever come out. What you two guys know about me, in all honesty?! Not one iota. The surface is just that...surface.
